side
  effects

The mental exhaustion isn’t worth it

(isn’t worth it)

cant believe I let it get so out of 

(get so out of) CONTROL

Im sorry for letting you down, for letting you down

for convincing myself that nourishment allowed

I’m weak to the fragrance of sex, the way he talks in his texts

But it distracted me from what was most important

To be pocket sized i can’t ever get better

I’m hypnotised by facades of achievement

But this is something that i’ve made peace with

What’s one more year of this weakness   

To be pocket sized i can’t ever get better

I’m hypnotised by facades of achievement

But this is something that i’ve made peace with

What’s one more year of this weakness     

How did I get this way

feel so guilty, incarcerate me

How could I let myself get to this place, get to this place

I'm sorry for letting you down, for letting you down

I’ve been asking myself what punishment is about 

And things that I share with my ex, all of the worst side effects

Maybe I freak him out, I feel him losing respect

to be pocket sized i can’t ever get better

I’m hypnotised by facades of achievement

But this is something that i’ve made peace with

what’s one more year of this weakness   

To be pocket sized i can’t ever get better

I’m hypnotised by facades of achievement

But this is something that i’ve made peace with

What’s one more year of this weakness    

I’ve been getting lost in the woods

purged myself of all I could

I wanna get lost in the woods

Walk til my legs don’t work

I wanna get lost in the woods

retracing the places we stood

I wanna get lost in the woods

Walk til I’m lost for good

I'm sorry for letting you down, for letting you down

I’ve been asking myself what punishment is about 

And things that I share with my ex, all of the worst side effects

Maybe I freak him out, I feel him losing respect